Lord let me shine, shine like the moon
A reflection of You in all that I do
Lord let me be a light for Your truth
Light of the world, I wanna be used to shine for You
I thought I had come up with this great idea a few months ago that we as Christians can be compared to the moon because as the moon reflects the sun, so we should reflect The Son. Then I remembered this song already existed, so I did not come up with this idea--bummer!

I think just like the moon, we also go through phases in our Christian walk. Sometimes we are fully illuminated. Other times we can't even be seen. We wax and wane. We go around and around. Sometimes we are like the "Super Moon." Other times we are like a solar eclipse, blocking the light of the sun.
Am I suggesting that we go through all of these cycles monthly, or even several times a year? No. We can't be wishy-washy. "A double-minded man is unstable in all his ways" James 1:8.
Do I think it is normal for us to go through different seasons of our lives when we are strong, and other seasons when we are wondering what in the world has happened to us? Yes.
Ecclesiastes 3
1There is a time for everything,
and a season for every activity under heaven:
2a time to be born and a time to die,
a time to plant and a time to uproot,
3a time to kill and a time to heal,
a time to tear down and a time to build,
4a time to weep and a time to laugh,
a time to mourn and a time to dance,
5a time to scatter stones and a time to gather them,
a time to embrace and a time to refrain,
6a time to search and a time to give up,
a time to keep and a time to throw away,
7a time to tear and a time to mend,
a time to be silent and a time to speak,
8a time to love and a time to hate,
a time for war and a time for peace.
We don't like to admit it, but it happens to all of us. It happens slowly, but the realization that it has happened can come quickly. It stings. We don't know what brought us to this point, but we feel like we have let God down and everyone else around us. Don't lose hope, my friends. Remember, we are like the moon. We go through phases. It is during the darkest times that you are actually closer to the sun. Just like the new moon phase (which has nothing to do with Twilight--sorry) the moon is between the earth and the sun. The people on earth can't see the reflection, but the Son is still shining on you.
The point is, I am trying to get you to see that you should not beat yourself up when you find yourself in a place of darkness. You know what you used to be like, or you know what you desire to be. You will be that kind of light---you will. But just because you have found yourself in darkness does not mean you have done something wrong. Even Paul said he found himself doing things he didn't want to do and not doing the things he wanted to. There are mountains and valleys, high notes and low notes.
Just keep going! Don't stop! We need to get real. Everything isn't happy all the time. There is a period for sadness, mourning, loss, loneliness--but we know it doesn't stay that way forever. Stay on course. Soon enough, you will come back around to the place where you are once again shining brightly, reflecting the light of Jesus to all who see you.
Let your light so shine before men, that they may see your good works, and glorify your Father which is in heaven. Matthew 5:16
Let your light so shine before men, that they may see your good works, and glorify your Father which is in heaven. Matthew 5:16
Remember that you do not create your own light. Always keep in mind that you were chosen by God because He loves you and He knows what you are capable of through Him. He knows what He is doing. Leave it up to Him. Just SHINE.
